Cops....Your pissing me off

Okay so I'm driving.. not doing anything wrong....I swear... Then this cop gets right up on my ass. Rides it for awhile....and then swerves into the next lane to ride that cars ass for a little while, then swearves in front of me and rides that cars ass for a little while. Now I realize the cop has a gun so they feel as if they are invincible...but come on!!! Your going to cause an accident.....and i know the only reason your ridding asses is because you reading tags. DOUCHE BAG!!

Happy note...I developed some film today...the film was taken way back from God knows when...and from when Adam and I first started dating. There is this one picture of me that is amazing. And then there's a picture of Channing and Tom....In these 2 photos it looks as if they are taking a shit. In a chair...or at least posing as if they are.

What more could I want

I'm having a little issue lately...where nothing really seems to be good enough. Lets take my skinny ass body for example.....I'm extremely thin....but when I look down all I see is pudge. What the hell.....I do not have an eating disorder. I work out...and I still don't feel better about myself. And then there's this article in Life and Style Magazine. Aparently Angelina is affraid she's going to lose Brad to Jennifer. Angelina doesn't feel as if she's got what it takes to keep him around.......she has to be hands down the most beautiful person that has ever walked this earth......but she's incredibly insecure. Which then inturn makes me feel better. I can pick out a million girls that I think would be more compatible with Adam. But for some reason he chooses to stay dating me. Even with all my crazy issues. So the question is will Brad stay? Or will he head back to Jennifer?

the anxiety is rising

For some odd reason there is something wrong. I can't quite put a finger on it....but I know I'm not happy about it. My heart beats incredably fast...and I can't seem to sit still. Now this moment I'm having is most commonly known as "Melissa's Crazy Time" But the question is what could this be about? Its kinda like a panic attack... I hope others get these moments too.
I'm currently at the kid's house (the one in which I babysit for 3 hours, 3 days a week.) I should be studying spanish, but as you can see I'm on here trying to figure out what the hell is bothering me...or let me re-phrase that.....telling all that I'm wacko....oh how life is sooo fun.

Exciting times to come

Pretty cool things are going on....my older sister is getting married. I'm soooo happy for her. Sal and Christina have been together for 6yrs. and are now finally going to tie the knot. WAHOOOO....Congrats...Love you guys

Re-arranging, Re-arranging....Oh How I need more room...

My winter break is officially over. This sux. I had 3 classes today. The first starting at 11:00am and the last ending at 7:50pm. I scheduled it this way so that I could have time in between classes to study and to do any homework that needs to be done. Now normally I try to make my classes go one right after the other....but I'm going to try out this method and see how it works. I'll get back to you on that one at the end of the semester.
So I decided I didn't like the apt's set-up...so I moved everything around. It doesn't look as pretty...but damn't I can at least see when I set at the desk now. ;-)
Today also was the first day of my "need to be fit, get your ass out of bed" excersise routine. Now I know I'm not fat.....but I've got some pudge....thats just not doing me any good. So I'm doing something about it.

Oh Boston...How pretty thou are

Holocaust Memorial Paul Revere's ASS


Brooke and ChanningModern Pastry
Boston Massacre Graveyard
Frog's
Drinks with friends
Streets of SalemHappy Birthday Adam

So Saturday morning Adam and I caught our plane to Boston to spend an amazing weekend with friends. After hardly any sleep and a small second to rest, Channing and his wonderful girlfriend Brooke began the tour of Boston. There's just so much to see in Boston that I almost think one should stay there at least a week to get a full Boston experiance. Not to say that I didn't see alot just that I would love to see more...this is why I plan to go back...hopefully sooner than later. Its just soooo beautiful there. So anyways we walked around pretty much all day Saturday seeing the sights....had some drinks, then went back to Brooke's to nap and then meet new friends. What great friends...great wine.....and great party tricks. After drinnking enough wine to probably do me for the rest of the month we all headed for bed. The bed I must say is a trap....it will keep you there forever, holding you in the comfort of its soft pillowie arms. It was a great bed, Thanks Brooke!!!
Now onto Sunday. After waking with an absolutly horrible wine headache, we drank coffee and began to get ready for our journey to Salem, MA. Oh but wait.....Adam's phone's ringing.....thats odd, why's his phone ringing.....OH SHIT....I've done forgot that today is my baby's birthday. It was Adam's parents on the phone, they beat everyone to giving Adam his first birthday wish of the day. So ya....next year....I have to step it up to be the first...Again I'm sorry baby, But HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Ya so we went to Salem....a place that I had always wanted to go and see...Check....one more down on my list. If only the weather would have held out just a little bit longer so we could have walked around the witchy town of Salem...but I plan to go back and see this town again....maybe in October. ;-) HA HA But we did get to meet Channing's very nice sister Sara..hopefully i spelt it right....whom lives in Salem.....in an absolutly beautiful home almost right off the square in Salem. How lucky is she? Channing and Sara together is priceless....it makes you just love having siblings. :-)
-side note on all this is Sara basically picked out Brooke to marry her brother long before Brooke and Channing ever met. And I don't think she could have picked anyone more perfect than Brooke.
Ya, so we headed back to Boston to see a little bit more of the city, before heading in for the night to celebrate Adam's birthday the only way that really trully makes him happy.....with his close and dear friends...and fondue! HA HA....
Monday, Monday.....man am I telling you that bed just sucks you in....and then doesn't want to let you go. After Adam and Brooke and I finally got up we headed out for Brunch....at Zaftigs...again I hope that is how you spell it......Ohhhhh sooo yummy. Channing left us that morning to head back to Vermont leaving Brooke to entertain us till we got on our plane to head back home to Jersey. We went to this absolutly overwhelming consignment shop. Now I'm telling you this is a shop you should only go to if you 1. have an intire day to look the place over from top to bottom, or 2. You have specific items you are going there to look for....ie...costumes... :-) Then we took a little spin around Harvard....then headed back to the airport....and now we are home all (Bret, Adam and I) sitting on the couch watching the Golden Globes....Hope you enjoy the pictures of this wonderful weekend!!!

Oh the Happy happy Joy Joy of Christmas

The crazyness of the Holidays is now finally settling down. We've seen family, we've seen friends, and we even saw the dear old cops....once agian...I do believe it has become a holiday tradition, that I will hopefully break. But all n all great fun for everyone. :-)

But being back here in Jersey makes me want to go home now more than ever. I deffinitly can not spend the rest of my life living in the ass backwards state. With their ass backwards rules. Oh where should this story begin. Maybe back when we got our plates for our car and our licensed change to Legal Jersey residents. Back when we thought we did all that we were suppose to to make this damn state happy. Or maybe just maybe it was today when we got pulled over by this wonderful cop today who just decided to run our tags, for no reason other than she was bored I'm guessing, But sure enough she runs the tags only to find that our vehicle registration had not been renewed and since we had no clue about this fucked up rule "in the state of New Jersey if your vehicle is not properly registered they are required to tow it." No ifs and's or but's about it. Luckily she said if we could run to the DMV get it all taken care and back here before the tow truck gets here she'd let us drive away with our car.
So like a maniac I'm on it. We call our wonderful downstairs neighbor he comes and picks us up rushing us to the DMV. I then call the dispatcher immediatly once the car is back in the clear to tell the cop to not have our car towed. it worked...now we just have to go to court on Feb. 1st to pay the stupid fine and show proof of registration.

I HATE THIS STATE!!!!