Adam's home....well he's been here for 2 days

But I'm just now getting on to write of this shitty experiance. First and foremost I hope that everyone finds that special someone someday that they seriously don't want to be without...its an amazing feeling.
Now onto the Adam story.....so he was suppose to come home Tuesday night but as he was entering the gate to get on the plane an officer decided to search him....not anyone else just him. Aparently he looks like a terroist. So he missed his flight. They then put him on a flight for Wed. morning and he arived safe and sound in Jersey Wed afternoon. Now to make this story even more interesting.....I (after finding out the news of what had just happened to Adam) called the airport wanting to know why this search was done and who requested it. The man on the phone then proceeded to tell me that none of his security officers so anything of the sort...and basically told me that I was a liar.......So then I got really pissed...and told him that I wasn't getting off the phone till he found out what the Hell just happened. Only for him to get back on the phone and say that some cop did a random search.....and I asked why...and the man on the phone then procceded to tell me that it wasn't his problem........I have an anger problem....and it takes alot to push me over the edge....but this man probably wished he was dead after this comment....I then chewed his ear off for a good 20min....it really didn't get me anywhere...but it made me feel a little bit better. So KC airport is full of a bunch of ignorant security cops. If you are one...I'm so sorry.....but you need to go slap this guy in the face for giving you all a bad name!! I WILL TELL EVERYONE!!!

Day 3 without my Adam

Its a sad day...I don't like it and have slept most of the day. Besides getting up to stuff my face with easter food. I can't wait till Tuesday. This is just too much!!!

How dreams seem weird

So Adam's gone and last night was my first night to sleep alone.....but thats when your mind plays tricks on you....See I had this dream that Adam crawled into bed and I was soooo happy I wrapped my arms around him and then the dog started licking my face.....Damn Puppy. Oh well Thats what I get. HA HA...but in all seriousness Blonde Redhead has a new CD coming out that everyone should own.

Adam's in KC and I'm in FUCKIN JERSEY

Well its 1:05Am and I can not sleep. I wish I was in Kansas City......but oh well. I get to work on my being alone skills. Which did I mention how much those skills suck. See what happens when I'm alone is pretty much just sad....cause I'll just keep on cleaning until well there is nothing more to clean....but then I'll find more things to clean or re-arrange. Although I've found the movie theater is a pretty great place to just forget everything else that is going on.....so I may be investing in a weekend pass to the movie's.....hopefully there is such a thing. if not...maybe they'll let me bring in my sleeping bag and puppy to stay the weekend.
So a movie that everyone should go see is The Lookout. Very good movie....the previews just don't give it the props it deserves. I also must say that Joseph Gordon Levitt did amazing in this movie. So if you've got a sec go check it out.....unless you should be studying and in that case do that first! :-P Cause technically I did study today too. I was extremely productive. Although I would have rather been snuggled up on the couch watching movies with Adam...maybe he can fit that in when he gets back.

Things that gets me really pissed off

Girls that get upset that they aren't in someones wedding.....girls that trash talk about the girls fiance because they think its his fault that the girl doesn't call that much anymore. There's no comparing needed.......I'm more happy now than I have ever been in my life....and how dare you for trash talking my hapiness....if you got something to say you best say it to my face or keep your mouth shut!!

2 blogs...one never looked at

So Adam and I have our own special blog that we write on back and forth to each other. Its really great..except that it really hasn't been touched in a long time. But the other day I posted a blog on it that was meant to go on this one. I didn't realize it. But It did give me a nice surprise when my baby has been writting on it....and I just found my cute little messeges...good times. Anyways. for all that read this and for my own self gratification, Adam and I have got some serious headway on this wedding stuff. I've got my wedding dress..Adam has his tux. We got the invitations done ordered, party favors being made, and now I just need to find bridesmaid dresses for my girls. Thats the hard part. :-( But school is almost over and I will be home soon to really put my 2 cents in.
ON a complete other note Adam made homemade Biscuits and gravy this morning...I've only ate the biscuits, because, well they are sitting in front of me...and I like to eat.

School....Wedding....oh which one do I want to focus on today

Oh you picked it....The Wedding...its just so much fun to plan. Although I have a paper due in an hour and all I want to do is write in my pretty new wedding organizer. So here I am blogging and not doing either of the above..isn't waisting time fun. :-P
And doesn't reality T.V. suck when your fav team get booted out of the race. I don't think they were given a fair trail. You see No one that had those Judges advanced...but they were really good judges and gave really good feedback. So even if they didn't move on to the next round I think they got more than those other teams did to help them in real life court room experiances.

I'm so Proud of my boys.....I wish you all could have seen Bret and Adam. They were (as the fraze was coined by Adam) DYNOMITE!!!